KARMA! it's real-be careful

posted 2 months ago

This may be a little sappy but I have to get it out. 28 years ago I made the BIGGEST mistake of my life. I started to cheat on my wife and the mother of my four boys. She left me and I continued the relationship with "the other woman"-married her-loved her with all my heart. Well last year I found out that "the other woman" had been cheating on me for 4 years. She left and is out running around. Well the other day while coming off of the Disc Golf course I see a woman walking around with a small child in the playground and I had to take a second, third and fourth look. I looked just like my first wife, Susan. Luckily there was a bench for me to sit down. I had realize some time ago that I am going through all this because of Karma. I sat there and apologized to Susan again for cheating on her. I know she heard me because in February '07, the month I found out the truth about "the other woman" Susan died. So she is in the next world watching all of this.
All I can do is continue to apologize

Susan-- I am Sorry

Michael

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1. 2 months ago artist4life wrote:

Michael, I understand your position. Life is short, and you should let go. You did what was necessary to heal by apologizing to her. I know she wants you to be happy...so please move on.

Blessings~

2. 2 months ago Sylk wrote:

Yes karma is real, & you've paid for what happened 28 yrs ago. Because you've truly learned this lesson & won't repeat it, the negative karma won't return again. I also believe Susan has forgiven you, which is why you saw what you did in the park. You've earned a measure of peace.

3. about 1 month ago fantasia wrote:

I am in your wife's position. Believe me, a sincere apology restores self esteem and verifies the love you once had for each other. My ex died in 2005. I would have loved the apology before his death, however I am certain it came after his death and that was all he could do. I still live with the damage he did, however I know our love was real, we had super children and I would marry him again even if I knew the outcome.

4. 13 days ago melanje wrote:

What a heartbreaking outcome. Reading this made me cry. I am in your wife's position. A couple years ago my husband started cheating on me after many years of marriage. I made him leave. I know your wife forgives you now, you need to let it go. She can see how you have grown and learned from your mistake, and what a sincere loving person you are.

Melanje

Melanje