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SpiritSeeker

SpiritSeeker The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
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Female - Eons member since June 09, 2007

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Relationship
Married
Hometown
I was born but didn't stay in the mid-west
Places I've been
Canada to Mexico and Atlantic to Pacific.
More about me

  The meaningful things about my journey through this life can be summed up thus;

I've been married 2/3's of this lifetime, and have children and grandchildren, all of whom are greatly loved and appreciated. I've added additional "grandchildren" who I also love.

  Animals have always been a big part of my life, especially horses, cats and working cattle dogs. Emphasis on horses!

  My spiritual quest has led me along many paths, most interesting being Native American spirituality, Huna and the LDS church. 

We live on a piece of the family ranch in Arizona.  Dirt roads, dust and mesquite trees are an everyday part of our lives.  Trips up the canyons to running creeks and sycamore trees and Indian ruins are some of the fun of living here.  We have a 900 year old Indian grave next to our medicine wheel that we are caretakers of. 

I have  almost finished the task of renovating a mobile home which we now live in.  I have done most of the renovation myself.  Didn't know I had it in me at my age but didn't let that stop me from doing.  I still have the outside to do, but inside is nice and cozy, and very western.

I am resuming doing my art.  I used to paint with oils, my subjects were mainly equine.  It seems so long ago though, as I had to step forward and help raise some grandchildren. but now I am beginning again, as my shaking hands allow.

And who am I?  Some one who feels other's pain.  Some one who cares what happens in this world and to this world and all her inhabitants.  A person who is repelled by negativity and arguments. A person who loves happy endings, yet who understands that the trials and tribulations of this life are refining us and giving us the opportunity to gain strength and integrity and unconditional love.  Finally, I am becoming.  Always becoming. Becoming what I cannot say because I am not finished yet.

Activities
Caregiving has taken priority over interests such as genealogy, spiritual activities, drumming circles, hiking, working on my house or yard. If possible, I'd still be horseback riding. Oh, to feel the wind in my face and the beat of the hooves and feel at one with my horse again.
Favorite Charities
World Care, Salvation Army, Humane Society, LDS Humanitarian organization, Friends of Pine Ridge.
Favorite Music
Western (not necessarily country), Native American, some gospel, New Age and Cowboy Poetry
Favorite TV Shows
Documentaries generally, as long as it isn't animals eating animals : ( . I really enjoy accurate history.
Favorite Movies
Winterhawk, Windwalker
Favorite Books
Miguel ruiz's four Agreements series, Dan Brown, Hank Wesselman, anything about Huna, Shamanism, Angels, OBE's, History, mainly non-fiction. Historical Fiction, Catherine Coulter's FBI Mysteries favorite author is Blaine Yorganson love the "Chicken Soup" books
Favorite Quotes
Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson Two things in this life stand like stone; Kindness in another's trouble, Courage in your own. Princess Diana. Educate, don't hate. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. "A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man should have to seek Him first to find her." "I looked for God and Him I could not see. I sought my Soul, but it eluded me. When I found my Brother, I found all Three"
Favorite People
Jesus Christ, The Dali Lama, Mother Teresa, Sun Bear, my grandfather Drufva, Wovoka, Christopher Reeve, to name a few.
Favorite Places
Where there are pine and aspen trees, where there are fall colors in Autumn, bubbling, meandering brooks, cool desert oasis's with running water and shade trees.
Favorite Animals
friendly Horses, obedient dogs, lazy kitty cats, happy chickens, baby anything. Hummingbirds, Ravens, Horned Toads, perky little Quail, sensitive deer, bull snakes who keep the rattlers away, fuzzy Tarantulas marching across the walkway after a rain. I could go on and on you know..........

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    posted by Feisty214

    Honey,please don't feel this way. I know it's hard,because no matter how hard I try? I feel the same way. I get TREATED the same way.I know it is literally gut-wrenching. I do & do & do for my husband,jumps when he needs something,vomit basins,urinals,medications,the right foods, I.V's and yet he says I "pacify him" has called me a "heartless b**ch" because he asked for broth on my way to the bathroom (I had to go really bad,lol) ran down started it immediately, he called me that.When I did nothing but take care of him, and he swears I never did. Nothing, is good enough that I do.I feel like it was all for nothing to him, not to me, because I'm trying to save the life of the man I love. I love the man with all of my soul, and will do everything in my power to keep doing what I do. The toll, omg, the toll on me, is brutal. I need to see therapists,can't afford them. Not only that but i also can't because it can only be during his chemo, and I RE-FUSE to leave him alone. I have caught mistake s, O'ds , them slipping in & giving him meds they don't write in the chart, so, I must keep guard.I won't leave him,yet he directs all his anger at me. I feel, he literally hates my guts, no matter what I do for him you know? BUT, I love him. he is the man I waited for since I was 5, since I knew what marriage was.At 29, I found the face to the man I had been dreaming of my entire life..yet he shreds my heart with his words.But? He treats and speaks to everyone else like gold, then slams me, and lies to them telling them I do nothing, that he "sick & has to do everything himself". It slices me to the core of my soul..I don't know, wtf to do. I can't afford a therapist, refuse to leave him during chemo, and drs visits...so I'm breaking down, and breaking down hard. If we talk, maybe we can get through this together ok?

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    Hi sweetie...........I was checking out your page and you seem to have a beautiful soul and huge heart. You also are living in a very mystical place.........you are blessed indeed!
    I love horses myself but have to confess..............I am a terrible rider..........I managed to get bucked off more than I stayed on, lol............
    Have a wonderful day my sweet friend and I hope you find the time to do the things you love and that make you happy.........
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    In love and light.................Pam

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Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.

The purpose of your life: showing love to other people

Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah

Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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