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slowhand1843

55, Male - Eons member since Aug 07, 2007

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Interested in meeting women for dating and meeting women for a serious relationship and meeting women for friendship and meeting women for networking

More about me

Hello to whom ever has taken the time to view this.

I am a 50 year old happily married man, who is in a state of limbo!

My wife has been fighting terminal cancer for two and a half years. I try to do all I can to help her fight this beast but we are at the end of the journey.I dont know what to do now. My life for the last two years has been consumed with this. I stay at home and lay in the bed, hold her hand and tell her of my love. i have been feeling resentful over the last few months, I know this sounds bad, but what is a man to do who is trapped in this situation.I have emotions and desires that I gave up, but still hit me at times. I just need companionship, and the feeling of being loved once more.