YOUR RAP WITH JESUS Group: Messages by tearfulsquaw

i was just sitting here and these words of a song that was sung at my church came to my mind so I thought I would share them

Come to the water
Stand by my side
I know you are thirsty
you won't be denied
I felt every tear drop
when in darkness you cried
and I strive to remind you
That for those tears
I died

Thanks so much for your prayers.....My mother just called me to tell me the reason for the doctor calling her this morning and asking her to come in.....They are doing some renovations to the medical building .....and they are going to be closed for those days...and my mothers appointment was on one of those days....so they wanted to get her in before they closed....THAT IS ALL....they did her check up....said she was doing great....and said that they would see her in December.....Praise God.....

I stand here waiting
wondering what has
befallen the others
in this line
It is cold
on this sidewalk
the wind is passing
crisply through the holes
Snow is beginning
to softly fall
I can not appreciate
the beauty of it
It will make
the night so long
Will the steam
be rising from the grate
I am almost there
the warmth of the bowl
in my hands
will help them
to feel again
in my stomach it will
take away the pain
What a precious child
with the lovely woman
She has tears
in her eyes
Oh well, he thinks
as he gives her
his place in line
I've waited this long
as he slumps
to the ground
closing his eyes
He sees his prize
It was I He said
that you gave
your place in line

Tearfulsquaw

I just talked to my mom....she is not suppose to go back to the doctor until Oct. 10th....but the doctor just called and ask her if she could come in today....that he wanted to talk to her.......I know that you guys have been praying for her....but could you say one about this.......I hope with all my heart that the tests they took at the hospital....when I took her for dehydration have not come back with some bad news......I am trying to fight this bad feeling that I am getting....I have prayed about it........I won't find out what he says until later this afternoon ....will let you know....thanks....God bless each and everyone of you

Dear Heavenly Father......I come to you today to ask your help with my mother.....As you well know I lost my father on April 23rd...Would You tell him that we miss him....My mom and dad were married for 60 years....and she told me that she does not want to go on without him......She does not eat like she should....she has lost about 20 pounds....When I went to get her to bring her to visit me I had to take her to the emergency room for dehydration....she does not drink water.....she does not take her medicine like she should.....It isn't because she can't ....it is because she says she is ready to go.......I have talked to her and tried to encourage her....and told her to lean on You....but she just says....she told You to take her first....and she has no idea why You left her here ......I just don't know what to do.....if she will not help herself........I just lost my dad and feel like I am losing my mom as well......Lord can you guide me and help me to know the right things to say and do......will You take her in Your arms and comfort her...and help her to see a purpose for going on.......I leave this Lord in Your capable, loving hands.....In Jesus Holy Name I pray....Amen