Hey Sue, glad to have you over here too.
Make yourself at home.
Welcome Sue. Talk when you like. Red-haired Guardian and all.........
Hey Sue, Glad you are here, just jump in and tell us about her.
Hello Sue. Glad to have you with us. Jump in anytime.
Well here goes..
Some of y'all know my husabnd died in 1993 of lung cancer. He was 48 years old and up until then very very healthy.
He went fast...diagnosed in February and died June 6th. He fought the bravest battle I have ever witnessed.
For a time I was lost, I mean lost. Then about 5/6 weeks after he died he came to me. He was sitting at the end of our bed and I said "..do you know people think you're dead?" It was so real. I kept saying that to him..like he should fix it or something. He said to me .."I will never be dead for you. I will always be here. Always. You can talk to me whenever you want to, I will always be here."
I did not have to wake up because I was awake. A feeling of such calm and peace came over me. I was able to fall asleep that evening for the very first time.
Now some folks have said I was in so much grief that is what happened, or I was so tired, or too sad....but I know what I know.
He never appeared to me again but I know he is there just the same. He was all 3 kids weddings, I could feel him. He was at my mom's funeral this January...a rose fell out of the bouquet I had sent to let me know they were together. It just sorta tumbled out...even my sister's noticed. My mom and him were very close.
Is he a ghost? No, he is at peace; but he is definitely a presense and I think God knows how much I need it so He lets it happen.
