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whew

I just back from having my ultrasound. They have ruled out any cancer or tumors. The woman that did my procedure was so sweet. When I get nervous or anxious I blab a mile a minute. I told her I got about 4 hrs sleep and woke up with a bad nightmare. So she knew I was worried and I told her the two week wait could be a killer. She rushed out after the procedure to call my doctor before she left for the day. That really freaked me out. I had my hubby with me who kept me calmed down the best he could. I waited about 10 minutes (said more than a few prayers) when she returned. She said she didn't want me to have to wait and everything was FINE! I'm thinking it must be something muscular.
sorry i'm just rambling away. This has been a real roller coaster. I was feeling fine until I got a private message last night from an Eons member I didn't know. He said he discovered a lump and found cancer. He starts radiation before they can remove it. Scared the bageegee's out of me. I'm usually very positive but it did plant the seed in my mind. I guess you didn't need to know all that o:}
I again want to sincerely Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts. I guess we boomed my message so much it ended up on the eons front page..lol i had messages from members I hadn't heard from in awhile. May God Bless You All. What would I do without my Eons friends.

Yummy. I'm treating myself to a glass of Sangria with a little seven up.

posted by tbubbette

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well atleast i had the decensy to keep my mouth shut. because i was thinking it too, but didnt wanna freak ya.

i am truly glad to hear it.

posted by hippiemama
3 months ago

I realize we talk about faith and following a path, but do we really? Have faith I mean? How many of us go right to the negative thoughts when we hit a bump in our road? I like to think I have learned that what will be will be what's best for me because I am following the path I have before me. I truly have to let go sometimes and have faith. When I do, like it or not, it's what it is supposed to be.

peace baby
Lily

posted by tachpa
3 months ago

I am soooooo glad it's OK.....YES!

Now; tell me that while all this was weighing heavily upon you.....did it occur to you that IF you had cancer....you would then be forced to quit smoking and by God that would truly stink?? LOL. I ask this because when I was awaiting the results of the last 3 biopsies I've had....each time I prayed that it wasn't cancer..NOT BECAUSE I didn't want to die....but because I knew that everyone would say, "It's her own fault because she smoked like a chimney and she knew better". This is WHY, my friends....It's time to give it up. I'm not preaching tho....cuz every day I still want one.

posted by splitbritches
3 months ago

Thank you hippie....

Lily,
The prayer I said was two fold. I said I couldn't leave my family right now. The timing just isn't right! But I also prayed for understanding and coping with what might have been the inevitable. I try as much as I can to look at a glass as half full but I won't admit to not having those creeper feelings in the back of my mind. I went through breast surgery when I was in my 30's..I didn't think I would make it. Maybe that experience has made me stronger. I also have a stronger faith system now.

posted by tbubbette
3 months ago

Right on. So glad your fears were unfounded. A muscle thing -- - well go figure. This fibro from what I understand can have that effect. Am I wrong? I am so happy for you. Cheers!

posted by outdoorzgirl
3 months ago

I'm hearin' you split~It takes a wake up call to consider a lot of things. I was more worried about leaving my family and the effect on them than I was dying. Does that make sense?

posted by tbubbette
3 months ago

IT TOTALLY makes sense! I never thought omg, this would be painful or omg I might die. I thought OMG, thru my selfishness, I will rob my kids of having a Mom to dance with at their weddings and their kids of a Grandmom ....and who the heck would care for the ogre?? Yeah. I totally "get it". It just took me several scares to sink in.

posted by splitbritches
3 months ago

So thankful you're okay and that you didn't have that endlees wait to find out! Enjoy your Sangria and your evening! Hugs, Marcia