Oh my Goodness. your mind is full of chatter and you need to empty out. Did you say, you were a Reverant? Do you have a church. you have been through an ordeal and you sound alittle dis-coherant and need to put things in perspective. let us help you. Did you say, Belle was an elephant? If so, we need more details. Where was she? how big is she? When did this happene? How old is she? I did not understand the part about your daughter?
Hmmmm , seems a bit irreverent for a reverend....sounds like she is from Nigeria.
I think she has lost her dog and is very upset and want to find it. (Kid I mean) Sounds like there is a little drinking in the house hold.also. Thats what got out of it.
I know what it is like to love a dog as a child and if your dog has been missing for a long time it can be heart wrenching as if you have lost a child because to you, she was your child. I am curious why you call yourself Reverand? You do not run a church. If you did you would not come to us. You do however sound desperate. I send you a gentle cyber hug and I wish and hope that your dog is returned to you. Perhaps your husband sold her or maybe she is living with a family who found her and kept her. I have no idea what steps if any you have taken to find her? Letters in a newspaper, going to all the shelters daily and demanding to look into the back rooms. People are not always honest when it comes to expensive breeds. I would suggest you see a psychic in your area and have a reading done. Ask if Belly is safe and if you will indeed one day be reunited. I'm positive you will recieve the answer you seek.
I'm curious as to what happened to your husband. What happened to shake your faith. Have you prayed and your answer did not come fast enough? God works in mysterious ways but if you are a Rev. then you know that.
If you are toying with us, then it is to your shame. I get the feeling a dog is somehow missing. I'm not sure how hurt you are about it. I think you are testing our abilities and being dishonest is not the way to do that. You want to show us up as frauds and have a good laugh. But I am an empath and I feel your pain. Not sure why you are in pain. But emotionally you are a wreck. What is it you really want from us and maybe one of us will help you. Write again and this time be honest. Entirely honest.
I think Taylor is on to something here. Don't think this person is really honest, either....may bee trying to make us look like charlatans, or something. The dog is gone, doggone it...I don't think she 's in this world any more...sad ending for her, but she is in a better place...I could bee wrong, but you have to bee upfront here. There are sincere people trying to help others, and deception is not a means to an end.
posted by Varsha
over 2 years ago
Posted 12-2-2009
Written 12-1-09 but too stunned to send it -
I was not expecting the reception I received and yet only to aware that most people do not care to hear about another's pain and unpleasant details. That is why I choose not to include that information in the first posting. I think that if you can try NOT to read malice or cunning into my request for help you would accurately know that I have been through a series of terrible ordeals and that they are not over yet. I am continuing to focus my energies on Belle and bringing her home.
You must have had others that have tried to deceive you, I'm sorry for that, however, that is not me.
I have neither the desire nor the time to put my limited energies into that which does not serve.
I pray this posting will help to clarify that which was it seems has heretofore been confusing and very misunderstood... ~rtrp PLEASE SEE THE PICTURE OF BELLE I POSTED
Written 12-1-09 but too stunned to send it -
Hello and thank you for acknowledging my need and loss.
My mind is overflowing with incessant mind chatter, because I am being hit at every front and it hasn't let up yet. I am overwhelmed and pathetically in the middle of all of this my husband lost our dog.
I am an ordained, non-denominational, Minister and after becoming disabled several years ago I now work exclusively from my home with individuals that are referred to me.I am very coherent, albeit, overwhelmed with the onslaught of crisis’s my spouse's infidelity, poor behavior, and removal from his long-term business partnership have dumped in my lap. Needless to say, this laundry list is much too exhausting to mention right now...
Belle, is not an elephant, however, she is very elegant and every bit a lady - both adjectives I use to describe her gentle personality. In fact, Belle is an AKC, Scottish Terrier, and rare Wheaten in color - off white. I've attached a picture of Belle.
I am located in mid-Michigan and she was in the front yard with my husband going to the bathroom when she was last seen. She is approximately 22lbs, and will be 4 years old on December 15, 2009. Belle went missing in March of this year - 2009.
My reference to Belle being my daughter, again describes the deep bond we have.
I do not have any biological children and my Scotties and Westies are not "just" dogs to me they are my family.
Again I apologize if my pain and ache confused you, (that happens to some people - which is why I usually keep it bottled up) - and although I am not from Nigeria, I did sail around the world in 1981 - Semester at Sea and then lived and worked in Bahrain - a small island country off the coast of Saudi Arabia 1982-1983.
I have yet to journey to Nigeria, but always welcome the opportunity to travel abroad…
I couldn't’be more grateful for the reverence Holy Spirit fills me with daily as I strive to unravel Nathan’s lies, infidelity, substance abuse, the leveraging of 3 homes right into foreclosure, totaling our Land rover and Porsche and taking my vehicle-which left me without basic transportation, bailing him out, taxiing him around, discovering his lies that lead his partner and employees into believing his Mother had died and than within 6 months his only brother was killed in a tragic car accident… blah, blah, blah, perhaps you are beginning to understand some of the insanity I am drowning in... If you know the half of it you would be certain that I must be insane - how else could a human being endure this...
The list goes on, but I won’t, it is true that this endless barge of madness has left me wanting peace of mind. However, my reverence for life and all of God’s creation is a constant in my life.
And yes, I know that too many people, Belle is “just” a dog, and my dog is lost and being someone that is very close to their dog I am heart broken. Additionally, I am an AKC Breeder of Scottish Terriers and Nathan lost an integral member of my breeding family and my personal family..
As for sounding like I’m out of my mind- I passed that point long ago, probably around the time I found the Mortgage Company’s Foreclosure Notice and the Sheriff’s Foreclosure Auction Degree taped to my front door. Nathan’s new name for me is “psychotic bitch” perhaps he’s not to far off.
In any event I want to thank you for at least acknowledging me whether you think I’m psychotic, insane or more accurately a gentle, forgiving woman that is completely overwhelmed and traumatized by the endless discoveries of Nathan’s lies and the damage they have done as they ripple across every area of my life, I am looking for any and all help I can find to bring my Bellie Button home. If that is something you deem me worthy of so be it, if not I remain committed and undaunted by the lack of understanding. Life has gifted me with the knowing that not everyone we look to for help can or will give us help. I understand that, but do not doubt my love and tireless seeking to bring my Bellie home.
PS. Now that you can see a picture of Belle, I think if you re-read slowly my first posting it will be easier to understand. peace
In light & love
I am ~
Rev.Tamara
...Ok rev, we understand your dilemma, but we do have to scrutinize some of these posts because there are folks out there that try to make psychics [6th sensory people] look ridiculous...
...the energy is too erratic to discern what we can tell you, since you may not "See the forest for the trees". Some of us may have to meditate on some answers for you, but it will take some clear headed thinking , and emotional control to get through this. Good luck..
...It may be better to have some one private message some responses, if some of this gets too personal.
posted by Varsha
over 2 years ago
I beleieve in the power of prayer. Ask God over and over to return your dog and believe that it will happen. I prayed five months to get my son out of a mental institution and into a group home. Five months. God was not rejecting me he was waiting for the perfect home for my son and my prayer was answered.I was just impatiant.
Sometimes it is difficult to feel the energy needed to help people over the internet line. Psychic ability is a gift from God but not all of us have the same abilities or can do what we do all the time. My visions have happened when they will I can not make them happen that is why I still suggest that you go to a psychic reader near you. allow her to hug you or at least touch you so she can feel your energy. Ask for a reading and tell her your problem. With so much things going on it could be overwhelming for her to see your picture clearly so this is why I tell you to tell her. I have a "feeling" a strong feeling you will have your answers and help. She will tell you what you need to know.
Some people in this group are very strong with their power and perhaps someone here will pm you with a message they have picked up.
I know you are very hurt and you need a healing in your spirit. Perhaps your Belly button couldn't take all the fighting going on and ran away. Perhaps the problems overwhelmed the dog and she will not come home until she feels things have settled. God and his mighty angels are with you. You are not alone and you have never been alone. But you do need help and I sugest you see an in person psychic, perhaps reccomended by someone you know. She will tell you what you need to do, and answer your questions. Do not give up hope. Keep your thoughts posiive. This is a crisis and it will pass. Remember that. Time heals and crisises eventually get resolved. Dogs sometimes get returned. So hang in there. meditate. Pray daily and give yourself positive affermations daily. You need to reverse this emotional crisis and you can do it with your mind.
Also ask for the Arch Angel Michael to stay with you for awhile and to help you. He is a warrior and if a darkness is surrounding you at this time Michael will fight it and chase it away so it will leave you alone.
Get yourself a crystal and carry it or wear it always. It will empower you.
May God have mercy on you and show you his love and that your prayers are answered. See the psychic and allow her or him to help you. This is coming to me strongly. In fact your gaurdian angel needs your permission to help and to ask for Michaels help so give it to him.
I look forward to hearing from you that your dog is home and your problems are being handled. The main thing I want for you is to be emotionally stable again. What business, money or houses you've lost are not important they can someday be replaced. Your man is worthless and be glad you are rid of him. Your dog will come in Gods time. But get your mental health back in order. You've been through an emotional train wreck and now you must heal.Rest your soul in the arms of the angels. You will come out of this stronger then you have ever been. Your world has changed but this might be what was needed to give you something better. A door has been slammed in your face but another one is about to open and inside will be a better life then the one you had before. I promise you that. I see that for you. I would not tell you that if I did not.
TaylorBel