Every now and then.... a little here.... a little there. No, not really. Even the most powerful barbiturates can't put my to sleep. I can't even have surgery because there is no anesthetic that put me out. It ain't nothin at all. I will have plenty of time to sleep once I'm dead. That's assuming of course that I can die, which I have started to become concerned about. I should have died many, many, many times before now but didn't. Even no doctor I have seen has been able to explain it. No one can.
Want to hear something really silly? Sometimes I get terrified of the possibility that I may be immortal. Can you imagine a more horrific realization than to learn that you will live in this universe forever?
Well we know it isn't possible so don't let it worry you MWR....
But now I am wondering why you didn't take the management position when it was offered to you here. You obviously have the time and determination to make the group more than what it is and has been....whassup dude? Besides you.....
Because, mizvic 1) I think, Elaine is a terrific manager of the group 2) I have managed and moderating groups before and swore to myself that I would never do it again and 3) I don't normally have the time. These are unusual circumstances for me. I just went through a divorce which I asked my ex-wife for but until January I still have to live with my ex-wife. Do you have any idea how hard and painful that is. This woman completely and utterly broke my heart, after I had been there for her so many times for so many years. I help her take care of her mother when she was dying when her own damn brother couldn't be bothered. I helped her raise her to sons into adulthood when their own father couldn't be bothered. Well, I've had my fill.
I already have a very nice place lined-up for me to move into, but I am very quickly losing my patience with the situation. That's why I can't sleep anymore, despite the medications my doctor has put me on, because I am so royally pissed of at my ex-wife. But instead of doing any harm, I choose to channel my energy into something positive, such as posting good music in this group.
I hope that helps you understand better where I am coming, mizvic. I am a no B.S. kind of guy, and I tell it like it is. : )
Misvic, I'm getting the impression that some how I have offended you in some way. If I have, it was not intentional. And, I apologize for any offense that I may have given you. : )
And yes, Misvic. I am extremely competitive! It's who I am. And, I am not ashamed of that fact. If someone has a problem with that, then it's their problem and not mine. ;-)
