At my wits end
I'm so at my wits end. I'm in so much pain every day, all the time. And now my feet are chiming in. I've never felt anything like this. It's like they are on fire it anything touches them. Even when I can position them so that nothing is contacting them, I get spikes of pain. And painful tingling.
I don't have a doctor to go to and I have no idea what to do. I'm barely managing these days to take care of my beloved cats. It's destroying me inside. They truely are what has kept me alive for the last few years. But if I can't give them the care they so richly deserve, there is nothing left for me.
There is so much going wrong with me and my life, I could write a book. These latest developements are the last straw. I can't take this pain any more and I'm bawling my eyes out right now wondering what my babies fates will be.
I'm sick of being sick and I'm worn out from the pain. I would love for my babies and I to just go to sleep tonight and never wake up.
I don't have a doctor to go to and I have no idea what to do. I'm barely managing these days to take care of my beloved cats. It's destroying me inside. They truely are what has kept me alive for the last few years. But if I can't give them the care they so richly deserve, there is nothing left for me.
There is so much going wrong with me and my life, I could write a book. These latest developements are the last straw. I can't take this pain any more and I'm bawling my eyes out right now wondering what my babies fates will be.
I'm sick of being sick and I'm worn out from the pain. I would love for my babies and I to just go to sleep tonight and never wake up.
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by mamacat57



