Still,
In 2006 I too, had such an experience. I cannot say that I am 100% recovered, but, you know very well that when you come to these feelings that you must let everything go and look to yourself for the means to bring yourself up out of the slump. It's time for a visit with nature, a commune with a tree perhaps, or just a peaceful and quiet walk thru pleasant surroundings. I remind myself that I am grateful for every new day that I am given and start from there. Bless you hon.
posted by Joslyn
about 1 month ago
I too lost mine in 2006...I think it could be a test of who really wants them bad enough to do the work to get them back...just my opinion.
posted by kdfn
about 1 month ago
Thank you Josyln and kdfn for your responses. I am still fighting the emotions of disbelief and a numbing sadness. I am afraid now it will be a longer road back than I expected. I wasn't as resilient as I thought. Have a nice weekend Ladies
This is what Sylvia Browne calls a Desert Period. We all go thru them. You feel listless, almost worthless, low self-esteem and futility sets in. It feels like your guides and angels have left you.
At this time you guides and angels are beside you, yet they are not allowed to be in contact with you.
It is a time of re-growth and strength building.
Yes, it is awful. I had days where I lived in bed for days. I only did what I absolutely had to do and no more. I read every spiritual book I could get my hands on, mainly Sylvia's. It took me 4yrs to crawl out of that hole.
It made me so strong in my convictions, self-esteem and my knowings that no one can hurt me.
I found I AM my own best friend and am completely happy with me.
I need no one to complete me or make me happy.
This is essential in spiritual evolving. Think of it as a good thing and go with it. You will get thru it much faster.
Thanks Chillinjoan,Your advice makes perfect sense. I am trying my best to move forward. It is discouraging when it feels like I am still caught is a massive void. I often think maybe it would have been better not to have survived. Living with the memeory is a continuous nightmare.
