medication
I wanted to share with you all an experience I had while I was in the hospital. Last July I had a bad fall in my garden, and I didn't realize as a result that I had two small fractures in my skull. Several weeks later, I had a seizure that landed me in the hospital for a prolonged stay. I had several doctors looking at scans taken of my skull and they had never before seen the brain of someone who had Fibromyalgia for 25 years. They were very puzzled by what they saw, they hadn't seen anything like it before. Fibromyalgia is a brain and central nervous system disease, and I had to tell them repeatedly that this is why they were seeing what they were seeing. As it turned out, the seizure(s) (I had several more in the hospital) were caused (they think) by 1)the fractures where blood had slowly accumulated until it was finally applying pressure to my brain. Also, 2) my doctor had put me on an anti-depressant that can cause seizures, and finally, 3)the brain changes caused by FM.
When I got out, I had a huge argument with my doctor over adequate pain medication. They were blaming the medication for my difficulties and they wanted to improve my cognitive functioning (blurry thinking.) The argument escalated to the point where my GP told me should would give me what I wanted for now, but I should go find another doctor. So, I stood up, told her that was what I was going to do, and I left, slamming the door behind me. We were later able to have a calmer more productive discussion on the matter.
Physicians have a surprising level of ignorance when it comes to this illness. I repeatedly told her that my blurry thinking and poor memory are due to the FM, and the length of time I've had it, and the changes to my brain, not the medication I was receiving. I told her I would rather be stoned (which I'm not) than lie on the couch all day because I am in pain constantly. Studies have shown narcotics actually improve thinking, making it clearer, compared to being in pain and having that pain distracting you.
I've been on Morphine for a long time, and for some reason she acts like there are no other pain medications on the market. We who are forced to be on medication for pain, narcotic or not, are accused of being "addicts." My reply to them is that you wouldn't say that to a diabetic who relies on insulin to live. It's a matter of "dependence" not "addiction."
Sometime it may become necessary for you to strongly advocate for yourself and educate your doctors about this disease. It hasn't been so long since FM wasn't considered "real." Particularly since most of the time it attacks women, it was considered "all in your head, dear." I am very proud of myself that I didn't crumble under the pressure of having three doctors tell me I didn't need the level of pain medication I was demanding. I told my GP that they had no right to stand out there and tell me what my body needed so I could function.
I hope you can do the same if it becomes necessary.
When I got out, I had a huge argument with my doctor over adequate pain medication. They were blaming the medication for my difficulties and they wanted to improve my cognitive functioning (blurry thinking.) The argument escalated to the point where my GP told me should would give me what I wanted for now, but I should go find another doctor. So, I stood up, told her that was what I was going to do, and I left, slamming the door behind me. We were later able to have a calmer more productive discussion on the matter.
Physicians have a surprising level of ignorance when it comes to this illness. I repeatedly told her that my blurry thinking and poor memory are due to the FM, and the length of time I've had it, and the changes to my brain, not the medication I was receiving. I told her I would rather be stoned (which I'm not) than lie on the couch all day because I am in pain constantly. Studies have shown narcotics actually improve thinking, making it clearer, compared to being in pain and having that pain distracting you.
I've been on Morphine for a long time, and for some reason she acts like there are no other pain medications on the market. We who are forced to be on medication for pain, narcotic or not, are accused of being "addicts." My reply to them is that you wouldn't say that to a diabetic who relies on insulin to live. It's a matter of "dependence" not "addiction."
Sometime it may become necessary for you to strongly advocate for yourself and educate your doctors about this disease. It hasn't been so long since FM wasn't considered "real." Particularly since most of the time it attacks women, it was considered "all in your head, dear." I am very proud of myself that I didn't crumble under the pressure of having three doctors tell me I didn't need the level of pain medication I was demanding. I told my GP that they had no right to stand out there and tell me what my body needed so I could function.
I hope you can do the same if it becomes necessary.
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by LadyClaire1



