Sad but true
It has been 2 years for me this is what happened. I got myself so worked up about the anniversary of Gene's passing coming I ended in the hospital--in ICU. The doctors told me that it was life threating. I was on a verge of a heart attack. My blood pressure went sky high in just 45 minutes. I went in for 6 days. The point I am getting to is that I wasn't trying to think of the day-trying to keep busy but it nailed me. I told everyone that what happened is that a sign must of went up in heaven saying Vicki is ready to come and my Gene looked up replied OH no I am not ready, for two years he was having a ball. So needless to say I am out of the hospital working on blood pressure and they are going to do surgery on me in October for a growth on my thyrod that they found when I was in the hospital. The good part is that when I got out I did receive two winks from Gene--I guess he is trying to make up for me not joining him. We will survive but some days do suprise us with tears, sadness, joy, feeling of all sort that mix us up to no end.
