I have had so much good and bad happen in my life in just two months wow! Well last month Joe and I went on vacation to New Mexico and we got a sitter for our two cats one 13 and 16. Well the older cat was kind of sick when we left but didn't expect he would up and die on us. We had a lovely week of vacation and saw a lot of sites in New Mexico. Joe had a friend we met here on Eons and we visited him and his wife two or three times for dinner, lunch, and they just were very nice to us and took us out on tours. We also went over into Mexico the border was like 30 minutes from Deming, New Mexico where we stayed. Well after three days there I have asthma and allergies to dust. Didn't think of that I started not breathing good so I was using my inhaler five or six times a day. We decided to leave two days early and got a hotel in El Paso by the airport so we would be there to catch our plane back home. It was better there because not as dusty and the altitude wasn't as high. But little did I know we get back home and I call the sitter our older cat died they buried him in our back yard for us. Then the day after we get home I am very sick go to emergency room found out I have acute bronchitis. I used my inhaler to much so I was having anxiety attacks and just scared moods. I will never do that again. It took lots of medications to straighten this out I finally got better after a month Thank God. Well good news finally I have been trying to get SSI Disability for three years and finally it came through the first of June. AMEN to that. Well I had told you all about my daughters not speaking well Mothers Day two daughters wanted to work it out and we have been speaking since then and getting along better than ever. My younger daughter and her husband still aren't speaking but it is there problem I gave them to God months ago. So see good and bad but I am alive and blessed for the good and bad. I have learned in life just never give up and be happy with what you have. God only gives you as much as you can handle. So my advise is to BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD Psalms 46:10.