I am sorry, I haven't been around. An uneventful life issue life has been an internal fight for me.My x husband seen a letter after years 7-8 of leaving me and taking everything I owned because I trusted and believe in him so much.He is retired Army and left home July 18 2000 and called back saying he wasn't coming back, selling the house,took all my money out the bank and was marrying someone else. I couldn't even work anymore. my nurse manager career was done. Icouldn't do my job I was so depressed. It was PTSS and depression for years my life was in turmoil. The past 2 years recovery finally came after living in my personal hell. It took so much FAITH,PRAYER and asking God for a recovery. He sent a letter and called saying to let's get back together.He was wrong ,hehas changed and will make it up to me. He had me going for a while because of the stuggle now in life. It confused me God is not a God of confusion. Now it scares me.Just his contact and approaching me with this being different.I almost felt into it and to give in until one day I remembered all the this that I went though in the past and cried. Any advise on how to handle this in the right and best way. God has opened my eyes alot alreday so thank you in advance.