here I sit again tonight and it is after 1am and all I feel is depressed, lonely and afraid for my mom. I know that I should not do this but it is just part of who I am to worry. That of course I get from my mom.
I am sure that my worrying is not helping neither of us and as I sit here my hands are getting much worse as I can not even close my fingers and I am getting those sore tender spots everywhere. The headache/neck/shoulder thing is going ar full force and I am having the worse time trying to think. It seems as though my mine has left for a while. The arms are having a total fit again tonight with their aching, throbbing pain but I really think that the fingers are the worse. The pain that is shooting all through them tonight is almost unbareable. They hurt when I type or don't type. The hurt no matter what and I just can not get them to stop. Once again they are blood red.
Think I will take a pain pill since it has been about an hour or more that I took the flexeril. I was told by the pharmacist that I could take both so I am just praying that it is ok. I need to try and sleep alittle in case I need to make a trip to Va. Right at this moment I am not sure that I could make the 4 hour trip due to all the pain that I am starting to experience. I now am at a level 8 and it is just climbing on up that pain ladder.