Today is 13 weeks since my darling husband passed away. We were married for 28 wonderful years, and I miss him with all of my heart. We did everything together, and he was such a great man. Some days I just don't know how to keep going, the emptiness in my heart is so painful. I know he loved me and would want me to find some kind of peace without him, but it is not so easy. I just want him back with me. Back the way things used to be before he got sick. I know that can not happen, but never the less, it is what I want. I can only take one day, one moment, at a time, and do the best I can without him. I know he is at peace now, and has no more pain, and that is my comfort. I have wonderful memories to hold on to, and I thank God for that. Thanks for letting me share my story.