The truth is that I don't know, and neither does anyone, but Hillary.

I look at my own life, my own experiences; and I can understand, and admire.

I went through some very difficult times in my marriage. I went from this hopeful young woman, still trying to educate herself with two kids, to being pregnant for a third time with a husband that lost his freaking mind! Which lead to much humiliation for me, sympathy for him and the world was on my shoulders. I wanted to leave then, but it would have been for the wrong reasons and for anger.

I stayed ten more years, until he was on his feet, and mine were solidly on the ground. I admire Senator Clinton's strenght, and like her I forgive Bill, and I do my own ex-husband, but I do not forget. Neither do I forget the good things accomplished

I am trying so hard not to judge Senators Clinton or Obama too harshly, and I think either will make a great President, and God help the winner! I have lost repect for Senator McCain. He has flip fopped on the tax cuts and kissed Bush butt for so long that I'm not sure he knows himself anymore.

While I find myself praying for "grace" for us all during this election. I feel great pity for the winner of this election. This country in one melluvahess!