I am new at the blog posting so here goes for better or worse. I remember when in time in the childrens lives I never was sure what I was doing but for some reason at the time I had told my oldest that no matter what everything would turn out all right and at the time that it happen after woulds it was the only thing that he remembered everything else was a blurr. But to this today he will always say it was the one thing he truly remembers and that is what got him through it at the time and I know that God had very big part in what I had said to him and it was through God that I said it cause at the time I had no idea why I was saying it. That is just one of the manys things that God has done in my life and everyday I believe I was a miracle and the reason I was suppose to be born into the this life and yes there ae days when I still wonder why I am being tested and why he gives me so much to handle then I think he only gives me what I can handle.
