IT IS NEARING CHRISTMAS TIME AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS WHAT CAN I GIVE TO THE CHRIST CHILD ON HIS BIRTHDAY? I AM SO BLESSED TO BE ALIVE THIS YEAR AND I PRAY I HAVE MANY MORE YEARS ON THIS EARTH. BUT IF NOT IT IS GOD'S WILL AND I ACCEPT WHATEVER HE DECIDES. I HAVE BEEN PRAYING ALL WEEK TO GOD TO HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS HOLIDAY WITHOUT MY CHILDREN AROUND ME AND MY HUSBAND. WE MADE IT THROUGH THANKSGIVING BUT CHRISTMAS IS DIFFERENT FOR SOME REASON. I KNOW I WILL SIGN UP FOR THE BIG SISTER IN CLEVELAND AND I CAN BE A FRIEND TO A CHILD THAT NEEDS SOMEONE IN THEIR LIFES. I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT FOR SOMETIME SO THE FIRST OF THE YEAR I SHALL PROCEED WITH IT. MY OWN CHILDREN DON'T NEED ME I CAN GIVE MY LOVE TO ANOTHER CHILD THAT WILL RESPECT ME AND BE GLAD THAT I CARE FOR THEM. WELL ANYWAY HAVE A BLESSED NIGHT EVERYONE. NIGHT.