Throughout this life I have plodded ever forward always in pursuit of a hazy destiny.
My normally steadfast, resolute strides have slowed and now falter,
My thoughts seemingly stayed by a veiled entity, which thus far has chosen to elude me throughout my entire existence.
Could this vision finally, (possibly) be her? The one I have for so long desired?
Could she really, truly…be the one?
For far too long now my heartstrings have played a leaden melody, lifeless and strained, in discord for longer than I care to dwell upon…
Sometimes rising to a possible crescendo, only to pale and fade…again and again, never to crest that proverbial wave…
And now she seems to embody all that I have longed for all my days.
A gentle soul, kind to a fault, rife with ideas, creatively rich beyond measure.
Of such a sweet demeanor, her impish nature reveals to me her playful childlike innocence within…and yet possessing passion unbridled,
…love offered unsullied by her past life’s trials.
If only she could be the one I have travailed for so long in search of…
I dare not hope for too much…alas to what avail?
Or…DO I dare NOT to hope for so much?
She seems to call me from a past long ago.
So comfortable am I before her…not unlike the so… oft spoken of kindred spirit which I have known not, of yet.
All my ideals, my images of her seem to slowly swirl and congeal…to envelop her within a darkling mist, her spirit briefly contained, but now, at long last emerging to assuage and hail me…to say without uttering a word…
“You have at last found me…you have come full circle”
“Share with me the love you have so valiantly sheltered within your breast, always waiting…waiting for me.
Be with me now, your forever journey shall end with us…you and I…
Come now, take me in your loving arms and hold me close and never let go. For I was the one you have so long awaited…for I was and am your ever elusive love”…
