Yesterday I picked up an application for a job in a factory in the next town over.
They will be hiring for Christmas just as the grandchildren go back to school.
My son-in law will be going back to work after four years. Stay at home dad for the stability of the children.
My youngest grandson will start full day Kindergarten, all the children will be in all day.
I haven't really had a job in over two years.
I worked at the Pharmacy as a bookeeper/photo person. I was having weird symptoms I found out that it was Diabetes, High blood pressure.
The doctor put me on anxiety medicine.
Lost prevention came in and took the soap out of the bathrooms, and our personal items
because they didn't have a little sticker on them.
I had my reciepts.
That didn't matter.
I never quit was never fired but two years later I finally started getting out of the house .
I was in bed more than I had been out and it seemed like one day I was like Rip Van Debbie an just started living again.
I think I had a mini breakdown.
I thought my how stupid,
I didn't collect disability, unemployment I just went to bed..
Now I am up!
Most days I feel pretty good.
I have been helping others by cleaning, cooking or just listening and praying with them.
I am just wondering is it time to go to work?
The money would be nice.
I could help my mom and get a little savings going.
We could pay off some of the debt.
MY husband says it is up to me.
I was a stay at home mom till my youngest wet to the high school.
I drove a school bus for the next town over for over 12 years.
I started not to feel so good in the mornings and stopped driving.
I think that was the begining of the diabetes.
I couldn't put my students in jepordy if I wasn't up to par.
I gave up my bus cdl last year.
If my daughter and son-inlaw are working I feel it is my place to keep the stable enviroment for the children.
That what has been for the last thirty years.
Money is nice but it isn't everything.
People are more important than money.
God always seems to provide our every need.
Every year we say this year will be better.
I had one friend who had a stroke in January
another friend has been told he has stomach cancer after having his colon removed yesterday.
They need my support and God will supply my needs.
Last year I nursed one of my friends mothers on her last days, when the family had to work.
I nursed my best friend for months til she passed of cancer.
I guess I just answered my own question.
I keep helping out where I am needed.
