I feel a fundamental shift in my being. It's been coming all year. One thing after another keeps pushing me in this new direction. It's as if I have awakened after a thirty-five year sleep. Everything looks so new and unfamiliar to me. Years and years of pain has just washed away. My shoulders no longer curl, they are squared. The regal way I used to walk is back. The weight has been lifted.

I expect my life to be very different for the better from now on. I expect the miracles and bountiful living that people talk about to show up in my life. I am not talking about material things only. I am talking about peace, good relationship and friendships.

I am spending much more time worshiping God. My relationship with Jesus has deepened and I feel the Holy Spirit all around me.

Things in my life are still muddy and in disarray, but that is changing little by little. Time is on my side.