I have depression and its getting old! Can't afford my meds so I can't get well. I'm okay on some days but when night falls so do I. My husband works nights so I'm all alone except for my cat and guinea pig who are not good company. I try to come to Eons for company but can't remember how things work here. So here I am at my blog full of self-pity and whining....lol I CAN laugh at myself! All I want is some friends....Haven't done a good job here. Its been months since I came to eons! I usually ignore the messages and delete them instead of answering them. I want to post a message but don't know how to do it. I'm sure no one will read this and still want to answer me. I don't mean to be so negative! SORRY! I CAN be positive! Its just that I'm at my worst at night. Not much interesting on tv to watch. I watch tv all day into the evening. I need to get out of this apartment more often but I have no place to go. Well I've whined enough for one night! lol....Ya'll take care and God bless....tiggerfan1