I have gone through a mixed bag of emotions, relief, saddness, anger, denial, deep depression, finally I have left this dark forest and have walked into the light, I have been in counseling, this couselor needed counseling, and I am feeling much better, thanks to your prayers and well wishes, I am only sorry I did not thank you sooner, but I have not approached my computer since the last of July. talk about catch up and emails, but it was nice to know all of you are so supportive.I have even faced my worst fear,Dan, I have mended fences and we are friends and nothing more, but I had to go through a grieving process because there was a loss, in 6 months I turn 60 and I am thinking , why bother and get married when coffee and conversation is all I want, companionship, thats it nothing more and nothing less. I am fortunate to have a loving sister and a loving church family and all of you here at EONS. Thank you, nanafox