MANY CHANGES TAKING PLACE
posted 11 days ago, updated about 6 hours later | 4 comments
I am so tired of being broke. When I think of all the money Tom insisted on spending on Football and Nascar tickets it makes me sick. Now that he is gone I am barely getting by. In 2008 I lost almost my whole 401(k) when the markets crashed. In De...
Still Rolling Along...
posted 3 months ago | 1 comment
Over all my life is good. I have my cats and birds. My brother-in-law who is 76 yrs. is the only real family I see much of because my sons have their own lives, so I don't want to bother them. I do talk to them though along with lots of other exte...
One Year Ago...Time To Move Forward
posted 5 months ago | 2 comments
Yesterday, Sept. 02, 2011, was one year since my husband Tom was taken with damn lung cancer. It is amazing how fast the year has passed. My life is finally starting to come together for me. The months up to yesterday were hell. So many good and b...
Grieving My Love
posted 6 months ago | 3 comments
When does the tired go away...when do the tears stop?
When does the will to go on return...when does the pain go away?
A life shared torn asunder...disease claimed my lover.
Heart so heavy...unshed tears heaving in my breast.
Why or why must I go ...
When does the will to go on return...when does the pain go away?
A life shared torn asunder...disease claimed my lover.
Heart so heavy...unshed tears heaving in my breast.
Why or why must I go ...
I am Gaining Hope..Learning..Planning..
posted 8 months ago, updated about 1 month later | 0 comments
Well, it has been almost 10 months since my husband passed. During this time I kept myself busy so I would not have to really deal with it. I moved, I trasfered to a different job location with Walgreens, I got 2 cats (one a gift from a good frien...
What to do...
posted about 1 year ago | 0 comments
What to do...where to start. It seems that lately I care less and less about the things that need to get done. When he was first gone, I was more able to make decisions and accomplish things than I am today. Sometimes I will be doing something and...
My Husband's Passing
posted about 1 year ago | 2 comments
My husband Thomas Alfred Dring passed away on September 2, 2010. The lung cancer finally got him, but he put up one hell of a fightl. When it was diagnosed on March 4, 2009, (our 10th anniversary) they gave him about 3 - 4 months, he lived 18 mont...
My Tarot Card is the World Card
posted about 1 year ago, updated 14 minutes later | 1 comment

You are the World
Completion, Good Reward.
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Husband's Cancer
posted about 1 year ago, updated 9 minutes later | 5 comments
Feb. 28, 2010
My husband has lung cancer. They diagnosed him on March 4 2009, (our 10th annivery). He is 60 and I am 53. He was diagnosed on our 10th wedding anniversary. He has had chemo and radiation (it had spread to his brain). At the time the...
My husband has lung cancer. They diagnosed him on March 4 2009, (our 10th annivery). He is 60 and I am 53. He was diagnosed on our 10th wedding anniversary. He has had chemo and radiation (it had spread to his brain). At the time the...
Flower's With My Name
posted about 1 year ago, updated 12 months later | 2 comments
Feb. 28, 2010
There two flowers that have the name "Melva Bird". I have their photos in my profile. The one I like best is shown as my head shot sometimes.
The funny thing about the one in the head shot is that it is called: "Melva Bird Dancer"...
There two flowers that have the name "Melva Bird". I have their photos in my profile. The one I like best is shown as my head shot sometimes.
The funny thing about the one in the head shot is that it is called: "Melva Bird Dancer"...
