My Darling Daughter...Crystal Xzan
posted over 2 years ago, updated 5 minutes later | 3 comments
Crystal Xzan Ennis
June 1. 1985- Sept. 15, 2009
I've come to the end of the road,
this sun has set for me.
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little—but not too long
and not with your head bowed lo...
June 1. 1985- Sept. 15, 2009
I've come to the end of the road,
this sun has set for me.
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little—but not too long
and not with your head bowed lo...
The Final Hours...
posted over 2 years ago | 5 comments
I haven't slept much this past year...I've been my daughter full time caregiver and in recent weeks we've gone back to meds every hour round the clock. Yesterday was a nightmare. Her cancer pain spiraled out of control and the tumor in her liver, ...
Cancer...
posted over 2 years ago | 1 comment
I can't sleep...I haven't had a date in so many years I wouldn't even know if a man were asking me out in friendship or because he was lusting after me...I've become so nuetered...ha..ha...
I have three weeks of radiation with my daughter beginni...
I have three weeks of radiation with my daughter beginni...
Crystal Xzan... March 12th, 2009
posted over 2 years ago, updated about 1 hour later | 0 comments
My Darling Daughter Crystal Xzan,
The words have always have always flowed from my heart, as if they weren’t really mine, I was merely a tool for the real author to use as I wrote it all down…But today I am the authoress…and I wish with all my h...
The words have always have always flowed from my heart, as if they weren’t really mine, I was merely a tool for the real author to use as I wrote it all down…But today I am the authoress…and I wish with all my h...
Soulmate
posted over 3 years ago | 2 comments
So many nights even as child ...I sat in a window seat in the dark ...stargazing and sometimes I whispered to you...
Where are you?
Can you feel me too?
Do you miss me?
I miss you ...
Life is so empty without you...
I was always lonely ...even...
Where are you?
Can you feel me too?
Do you miss me?
I miss you ...
Life is so empty without you...
I was always lonely ...even...
Woa...it's Wednesday?
posted over 3 years ago, updated 7 minutes later | 1 comment
I'm sitting here in the dark...listening to Sheryl Crow crooning her rendition of "Wild Horses"...
Brucie my supposed to be Toy Pomapoo puppy, fifteen weeks old...is trying to figure out where his toy frame went (he can't sit on my shoulder any m...
Brucie my supposed to be Toy Pomapoo puppy, fifteen weeks old...is trying to figure out where his toy frame went (he can't sit on my shoulder any m...
Darling Man...
posted over 3 years ago | 3 comments
September 8th, 2008
None of us choose who comes to live in our hearts...but we do have the choice of how we share our lives once we meet...
Or do we?
Did I get a choice?
You trusted me with the most precious part of you...your heart...why did...
None of us choose who comes to live in our hearts...but we do have the choice of how we share our lives once we meet...
Or do we?
Did I get a choice?
You trusted me with the most precious part of you...your heart...why did...
Ice Storm
posted over 3 years ago, updated 19 minutes later | 5 comments
Two years ago, January of 2007, I was living in a house, on the side of a mountain, surrounded by hundred foot tall pine trees. Bambi lived in my front yard. I loved it there. My mother and I were roomates.
Our electricity went out on a friday....
Our electricity went out on a friday....
Pink Plastic Dishes
posted over 3 years ago | 3 comments
I was in the thrift shop yesterday. Elated because I had found a coat I could afford for five dollars, which was all the money I did have with tax. After wearing my husband’s old leather jacket, which dwarfed me for three years in a row, I was thr...
Yes Sir Baby!
posted over 3 years ago | 0 comments
I wrote this over a decade ago...
I never turn on the light when I go tinkle in the night. Being Mommy I am used to the cats and kids following me from room to room. Even in the wee hours the cat often purrs rubbing holes in my ankles where I si...
I never turn on the light when I go tinkle in the night. Being Mommy I am used to the cats and kids following me from room to room. Even in the wee hours the cat often purrs rubbing holes in my ankles where I si...
