Oct 23 we would have been married 30years

posted over 3 years ago | 2 comments
I have been trying to push myself into trying to make a new life.
Hows that working for me ? Not very well, not well at all.
I thought I was over trying to bargain with God. Begging, and promising any thing,to just let me go back to my life with R...

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Happy Birthday Roland 52

posted over 3 years ago, updated about 22 hours later | 1 comment
Today we would have celebrated your 52 birthday.
I would have gone to the store and gotten either steak, or shrimp, or lobster, or sometimes all three.
Then the Birthday cake. Chocolate or Angel Food
And lets not forget the present. I would have b...

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Time fly`s

posted over 3 years ago | 2 comments
Well its June again. How can time seem to stand so still for me, and then race to all the dates I don`t want to acknowledge.Everyone calls June 30th the anniversary of his death. An anniversary has always been something to celebrate, like the 28th...

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Time fly`s

posted over 3 years ago | 0 comments
Well its June again. How can time seem to stand so still for me, and then race to all the dates I don`t want to acknowledge.Everyone calls June 30th the anniversary of his death. An anniversary has always been something to celebrate, like the 28th...

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The Birth of the BLUES

posted over 3 years ago | -2 comments
April 8th, 1951 I was born to a 24 year old women, who had been having an affair with a married man. In 1951, the only thing worse than being pregnant OUT OF WEDLOCK, was being pregnant by a married man.
Not wanting to be embarrassed by there daug...

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GODS PROMISE

posted over 4 years ago, updated 15 days later | 0 comments
GOD HATH NOT PROMISED SKIES ALWAYS BLUE,FLOWERS-STREWN PATHWAYS ALL OUR LIVES THROUGH;GOD HATH NOT PROMISED SUN WITHOUT RAIN, JOY WITHOUT SORROW, PEACE WITHOUT PAIN. BUT GOD HATH PROMISED STRENGTH FOR THE DAY, REST FOR THE LABOR LIGHT FOR THE WAY,...

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