I Feel So Empty..............
posted about 13 hours ago | 5 comments
11/27/09.......right now, I hate being alive. When I was much younger, and had never know love beyond the love for a short while from my mother and older sisters, I knew no better thing. And when our family was torn apart, I thought I would die be...
Falling In And Out Of Love............
posted 8 days ago, updated 2 days later | 6 comments
11/20/09.....I guess I had enjoyed a long love for so long, that I didn't remember how tenuous and fickle love can be. At how easy it seems to start it, and how even easier it is to loose it. It is almost never written in stone almost forever, and...
Found A New Place To Adventure............
posted 12 days ago | 1 comment
11/15/09........to this morning when AJ( one of my foster son like boys) told us he would show us this place in the Pah Rah Range on the west side of the Pyramid Lake Paiute Reservation in Washoe county, NW Nevada. So friend Bob(AJ's uncle), and h...
Heading Out On A New Adventure...........
posted 13 days ago | 2 comments
11/15/09.........today. The sunrise made the sky on the eastern horizon all golden as I awoke around 0600 hrs. I have and early days adventure planned for the day, so was up and at it as soon as I could. Feeding all the hounds and wolf, and a newl...
I'm Sore As Hell............
posted 15 days ago | 7 comments
11/12/09...........because I went for a 4x4 adventure on Veteran"s Day with my vet friend Bob, in his new little Ford F-150. Bob served in the Army's 160th SOAR during the Desert Storm I in 91-92. Who may have served more Special Ops, but he won't...
WE ARE ON A ROAD TO RUINATION....................
posted 22 days ago | 4 comments
11/6/09...........I think we should burn our constitution, and close our borders, keep foriegners out of our country. To hell with a melting pot and that BS. We are a white english speaking country and should keep it that way, or make absolutely s...
Adjusting To The Winds Of Change...............
posted 24 days ago | 0 comments
11/4/09.............after the humiliation of getting my hair cut, and then the humiliating depostition hearing, I feel betrayed by our country and the justice system like never before. The third party whom killed my wife was the neligent and crimi...
Into The Battle............
posted 27 days ago | 6 comments
...........of words. As I prepared myself for battle, my hair was shorn, and my bearded face was bared. The better to show my enemy who would slay him. And I dressed myself in new garments and mail, that he might know the honor of his killing. I p...
PURPLE HEART: WIA 29OCT1969................
posted about 1 month ago | 5 comments
10/29/09...It has been forty years since I lived through this story...........
...............It is a beautiful medal. It's shape a golden heart with a smaller purple one atop that, and General George Washington's bust atop that, held by a gold ...
...............It is a beautiful medal. It's shape a golden heart with a smaller purple one atop that, and General George Washington's bust atop that, held by a gold ...
Selling My Soul..............
posted about 1 month ago | 3 comments
10/25/09......to the devil is what it feels like to me, when my legal counsel told me they wanted me to shave my beard, and have my hair cut, and wear different kinds of clothes, as a strategy to win a bigger settlement. I hadn't cut my hair since...
