I feel so lost
posted over 3 years ago | 0 comments
I have been having a real rough time dealing with my grandma's passing, it's almost like I'm in denial, my grandma has been there for me for53 years,now gone..vanished,My mother passed away 5 years ago on my birthday--didn't that suck?, now 5 year...
Gone
posted over 3 years ago | 2 comments
Well my most favorite person in the whole world has passed away,Thursday morning at 1:30 am,I was there and had been there for the last 30 hours,at the end she was peaceful,more concerned with us than herself-always.I'm still kind of numb,she rais...
Birthdays
posted over 3 years ago | 0 comments
I sure want to thank everyone that wished me a happy birthday,and I had a really good day, with my family and friends stopping in all day.Weeeelll, here I am 53 instead of 52,do I feel older? No, do I look older,I think not,(and don't want anyone ...
Missing you!
posted over 3 years ago | 0 comments
Well here comes another August 16th, and you've been gone 5 years, hard to believe.I wonder if it will ever get easier? I wish I could take back all the terrible things I said to you as I was growing up(teenyears)You know I didn't mean them,why ar...
Torture chamber times!
posted over 3 years ago, updated 1 minute later | 0 comments
Well yesterday I went to my first physical therepy session,First mistake I made-I tried to walk with my walker instead of using w/c,long,long walk inside to where I had to go,I had to stop and rest 4 times.Mistake #2,This place wasn't equipped for...
me,myself&I:
posted over 3 years ago | 1 comment
Sometimes I feel sorry for myself and that gets me depressed,I try to find things to do,sometimes it helps sometimes not so much.You know what I really feel sorry for myself about?,the simple things,like taking a nice long walk(without my w/c)real...
me
posted over 3 years ago | 1 comment
I am such a big fat nothing today,I can't help my grandmother to keep living,I can't work anymore,I'm in a wheel-chair due to my knees won't support my weight,can't excercise because I can't walk,I eat for comfort,I'm divorced for the 3rd time,(Be...
Sadness
posted over 3 years ago | 0 comments
I don't know why the best people have to die and leave us,My greatly loved grandmother,who has been my rock all my life,and my best friend, is slowly leaving me.And there's nothing i can do about it. I feel so helpless and alone.I know she's had a...
"Convenient"
posted over 3 years ago | 1 comment
WHEN I went into Labor(24hrs)with you,it wasn't "convenient" for me,WHEN you needed to be fed,held,changed sometimes it wasn't "convenient" for me,WHEN you needed rides to places(school,sports,etc.)it wasn't always "convenient" for me,WHEN you nee...
