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Thoughts about my body

posted over 4 years ago, updated 1 minute later | 8 comments
Recently a friend of mine, who wants to lose weight, suggested we try to lose weight together. At first I agreed, but then I started getting depressed about it. I really started thinking about it, and realized I didn't want to lose weight.

I used...

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A Baby

posted over 4 years ago | 1 comment
How can you look at a baby's face and not fall in love?

How can you see that smile and not smile back?

I have been blessed with 6 of these sweet grandchildren....each as beautiful as the next.

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Getting on with my life

posted over 4 years ago | 18 comments
My husband has been gone two and a half months. Yes, I miss him....but it isn't overwhelming grief. I was so alone while married to him. Even our children were staying away as much as possible, and now that he is gone, they are helping me so much....

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Savings

posted over 4 years ago | 1 comment
LOL....I counted my savings today....the change I have saved up in a jar.

$40

Anyone looking for a wealthy woman? You better look elsewhere....LOL.

I save my change every year....when I think of it. I usually use this money towards Christmas gi...

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The End

posted over 4 years ago | 0 comments
Yesterday three of my children and I took my husband's ashes to a national cemetery to be buried. Because of a lack of money or insurance, this process took way too long....but it is finally over.

I really feel like he is gone now.

Now, I have ...

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Fog

posted over 4 years ago | 0 comments
Fog has returned to the valley.

Most people don't like the fog. It is cold. It blocks out the sun...sometimes for several days. It is difficult to drive in the thick fog that we get here. It is dangerous...as witnessed by the 108 car accident on ...

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Difficult

posted over 4 years ago | 1 comment
It has been over two weeks since my husband died, but due to financial reasons, he was just cremated yesterday. I picked up his ashes today.

It was difficult. I can't believe the feelings I had with his body in a little box on the passenger seat....

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Am I Grieving?

posted over 4 years ago | 2 comments
When my husband first passed away two weeks ago, I cried. I was sad...but not overwhelmingly so. And now, much of the time I hardly miss him.

I lived with my husband for 34 years....but we never had a very strong marriage...we just co-habitated....

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Sometimes

posted over 4 years ago | 0 comments
Sometimes I almost forget that he is gone. Sometimes I think he'll be coming home from the hospital, like all the other times.

And sometimes I see or hear something that reminds me of him...and it brings a tear to my eye.

Today I didn't cry, but...

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The End

posted over 4 years ago | 4 comments
Thursday evening we removed the life support. Friday night he was gone.

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